IS IT FAIR??

salaam.. monday,tuesday,wednesday,thursday,friday,saturday,sunday..... imagine schooling 4 7 days a week!!imagine goin back every day at 6.30 except 4 sat n sun at 5!!attending school when everybody is sleeping soundly at home!!i came almost every session so tht i could achieve wat i want...i'v imagine being there..i push myself 2 b confident,to b a better person..i'v targeted to b in d top 50 debaters..to b in d semi...i spent hours on my research..i spent hours to read d papers..i spent days sleeping at school to improve myself..nvr mind if i'm tired..even if i'm made a fool or i'm tortured its still ok!! most of all d sacrifice tht my parents did was so..so...so.. huge tht i couldn't bare to b respnsible 4 it... but all d sacrifices,hope n dream is now broken into pieces!!after all d hardtimes i went through,i saw my hope was so near..but now its sooo far from me..attending it every day,absent for less than 4 times..juz tht once tht i didn't come,i've been vanished.. it's not bout how much me or my parents have sacrificed..not bout there's still other tournaments coming up..but i'm juz 'terkilan' tht i wasn't given d chance to at least tell them wat i have...i'm not tht good..but its lyk u'r killing my spirits,my mood,my eagerness!!by doin tht...it's hard to pretend infront of the others... i hope tht theres a super glue tht can join all the broken pieces back 2gether...n i believe tht no matter what i have to fight till d end coz i 100% beleive Allah will give rewards to those who work hard..insyaAllah..